Because I have been told "I don't pay attention when you talk, you know that"
And quite honestly, with everything else I've been told lately, it really seems as if I am an insignificant speck on the radar.
I'm over it. I wrote a shit ton of stuff here and deleted it because I can't post it. I just wanted to vent and I did. I don't feel any better because it doesn't erase what was said.
But, at least I vented, right? Don't worry. You aren't missing much.